Struggling....

So I was thinking about how I could list my frustrations, my successes, and my feelings. I was down at the quilting machine, and I quietly heard, "Write me a letter."

Sometimes I feel so alone down here on earth. I know I've got a purpose. I know I'm doing good things, but I still feel alone.

I don't have earthly parents I can turn to. I don't have a close friend I can spill my guts to. But...I DO have a set of Heavenly Parents who love me, and who care about me. How appropriate!!

I know where the thought of "write me a letter" came from. He knows how easy it is for me to type my feelings. He knows how I need to let it out. My only concern, is that this is kept private. I don't want everyone else knowing my feelings. I just need an outlet.

Today has been healing so far. I'm watching a program while the quilting machine is going... It is about the early saints. The guy quoted a scripture from the D&C that says something about it being necessary for us to be tested down here. We need a conviction and a testimony that comes from the spirit.

I have a testimony. I have a conviction that this life is a test, it's only a test. Please give me strength today, Heavenly Father. Please let me know that you are there, for ME. Please give my sweet Lacey a big hug for me today. I'm struggling.